something I had to let out...

im missing someone.. the fact that i do, kills me.. because when i talked bout it, it'll just make it worse. so i hate it. so i make myself busy.. with family, friends and school. but there are times when im alone n i start to think about it. how i need that someone badly.. if only i could, only just only, wish i could see that someone just even  for a minute, i would be satisfied. by seeing, i meant in face to face see, not skyping or ym'ing' or even mms'ing'. i wanna look at the real one. not the visual one. i noe it's a lot to ask. i noe i couldnt have everything my way. i have to think of others as well. well face it qistina, it's life! it aint just revolve around u. bak kata pepatah org melayu, "berakit-rakit ke hulu, berenang-renang ke tepian, bersakit-sakit dahulu, bersenang-senang kemudian". wah... i berperibahasa.. hahaha XD but what d peribahasa stated is true.. to gain something is not easy, even happiness. so, u have to go through many challenges in life in order to gain or achieve what ever u want including happiness.. huhu :( tough.. i noe.. but heyy, life's a journey.. its a very complicated one but it's life... anyway, if life sgt happy sepanjang mase pun cam kind of weird.. dun u think so? ya la.. without any challenges.. cam dull pun ade.. haha :D okayh.. enough of me.. i noe u must probably wonder as to why im like this.. maybe because i rarely spend time for myself, when i do i became kind of a weirdo.. haha :D hurm... maybe i should reward myself sometime..hurm.. interesting.. what should i do..? :) neways.. let me think bout that, well... when i have time to post MAYBE i'll tell u.. hahaha :D

till then, take care! ;)

Qistina Ali Azizan

been long overdue... hee :)

heyyy :)

its been awhile since my last post.. haven't had the time to blog.. really.. okayh la.. i have but then internet connection pulak sucks! haha :D rite qistina, blame that! wee :D anywho, ive lots to tell.. my life have so far been stable.. happy of course! but along with it also have d bitterness of life.. hey, life is not all happy n such.. n it  does not just revolve ONLY around you.. u must think before u say n always appreciate n cares 4 others around u.. i noe that now. face reality even though its difficult but hey its life! :) neway, stop it with the oh my life sux sometimes for awhile.. lol! hahaha XD just be grateful for what u have.. cos there's others out there might  be far off worse than u.. anyway, need 2 get going.. meeting my besties!! havent seen them for awhile! am also missing my sayang n my sis.. cant wait 2 meet them too! its okayh.. i'll c them when i c them.. lol! haha :D

till then, take care everyone!

 xoxo
Qistina Ali Azizan