something I had to let out...

im missing someone.. the fact that i do, kills me.. because when i talked bout it, it'll just make it worse. so i hate it. so i make myself busy.. with family, friends and school. but there are times when im alone n i start to think about it. how i need that someone badly.. if only i could, only just only, wish i could see that someone just even  for a minute, i would be satisfied. by seeing, i meant in face to face see, not skyping or ym'ing' or even mms'ing'. i wanna look at the real one. not the visual one. i noe it's a lot to ask. i noe i couldnt have everything my way. i have to think of others as well. well face it qistina, it's life! it aint just revolve around u. bak kata pepatah org melayu, "berakit-rakit ke hulu, berenang-renang ke tepian, bersakit-sakit dahulu, bersenang-senang kemudian". wah... i berperibahasa.. hahaha XD but what d peribahasa stated is true.. to gain something is not easy, even happiness. so, u have to go through many challenges in life in order to gain or achieve what ever u want including happiness.. huhu :( tough.. i noe.. but heyy, life's a journey.. its a very complicated one but it's life... anyway, if life sgt happy sepanjang mase pun cam kind of weird.. dun u think so? ya la.. without any challenges.. cam dull pun ade.. haha :D okayh.. enough of me.. i noe u must probably wonder as to why im like this.. maybe because i rarely spend time for myself, when i do i became kind of a weirdo.. haha :D hurm... maybe i should reward myself sometime..hurm.. interesting.. what should i do..? :) neways.. let me think bout that, well... when i have time to post MAYBE i'll tell u.. hahaha :D

till then, take care! ;)

Qistina Ali Azizan

why..?

why?

why does it bother me..?

why does it make me think..?

why wont it leave me..?

why oh why?

should i just ignore it..?

but it is still bugging me...

oh no..!!

this.. is going no where...

stop it qistina..

it is not worth it...

there is a lot of important stuffs u should worry about...

this, is just one of those distractions you have to deal with...

so, deal with it!!

huhuhu ;(

I should be grateful for what I have right...? :)

GOD is great...

everything has it's own way through it...

all I need now is to be patient..

eventually everything's gonna be alright...

i hope!

amin~