why..?

why?

why does it bother me..?

why does it make me think..?

why wont it leave me..?

why oh why?

should i just ignore it..?

but it is still bugging me...

oh no..!!

this.. is going no where...

stop it qistina..

it is not worth it...

there is a lot of important stuffs u should worry about...

this, is just one of those distractions you have to deal with...

so, deal with it!!

huhuhu ;(

I should be grateful for what I have right...? :)

GOD is great...

everything has it's own way through it...

all I need now is to be patient..

eventually everything's gonna be alright...

i hope!

amin~

sorry.... ni.. story a-z punya.. :)

hahaha... sorry for d late update.. balik fr PENANG, sume org demam including me.. hahaha :D
neway, im back now.. okayh.. byk nak update ni but tp asal ade okayh la.. yg lain, ade kat facebook.. hehehe ;)

PENANG

best pergi.. love to come n visit again! ;) July 2nd 2010 is d date when my family n i went to penang for abg long's wedding! of course la we went with d bus sponsored by Delinz n Atok hawt.. TQ!!! its not just any bus u noe.. its very comfy + super sejuk smpi everyone who went with us to Penang DEMAM! haha :) odw to Penang, as usual qis la jd pelayan everyone.. hahaha :D ade macam2 name.. hahahah.. d bibik name is still melekat to me.. i wonder y.. cet! hahaha :D neways, it's a 4 hour journey.. tiring, lame.. tp best gile!!! i like.. ;)
maybe its because everyone ade owh! except 4 sofea.. MIA la pulakk.. we start d journey around 4 ish n safely arrived to Butterworth at 8 ish.. around dinner time la, straight gi makan tuh.. mee udang lagi! i super like!! :)

baru smpi nih.. :)

dinner kat sini!

mee udang!!! yum2!!

with bro - in law ksygn.. hahaha ;)

hehehe :) those pics are fr our 1st day trip to Penang.. very tiring and fun as well.. :) then we went to the hotel, Ecotel kowt name dia.. we stayed there for 1 night because d next day da nak blk n its d nearest to d masjid n my sis in law nye place.. so, okayh la.. we rest 4 d nite after dinner.. mlm tu call hilmi.. wuaaaa.. i miss him badly!! sayang.. i miss u.. blk cpt! haha :P

okayh.. stop it with d sayang2 already.. continue our story yea... hurm.. d next day qis n family pon kelam kabut jugak la siap n prepare d hantaran thingy.. nasib cantikk.. the groom is tremendously nervous 4 d akad nikah.. hahahaha XD lagi2.. dpt adik cam ni lagi la.. saje je chuak kan dia.. ckp macam2 la.. lg nervous la pak cik tuh.. x beragak......... hahahahahahaa XD sorry abang long.. we love u but we love 2 sakat u MORE! hahaha :D

at d cafeteria for brekkie with syasya n nadia! :)

in front of d bus with Atok Hawt n Mak busu! :)

tgk la.. sume org da x sabar nak pegi masjid for d akad!

haha.. sempat berposing! smile for d camera! :)

heee :) baru ade pic of me :) tp hv been edited! :)

haaa.. then we went to the mosque cos abg long da x sabar n veryyyyy nervous.. nasib 1 lafaz je abg long, if x....... jd bahan kiteorg la smpi bile2!! hahahaha XD

amacam..? dlm masjid pun boleh bergambar.. hee ;)

ai... suke nye yg kat blkg tuh.. ye ye je :P
ni estimation of 'how much d hantaran cost'...

ye.... nasib baik lepas... if x...
aiseyman.. tp ade pulakk abg long ckp sorry mase bace syarat2 tuh..
aduyai.. :P

ucu ni.. kiteorg nak amek pic abg..
okayh kak yana.. tutup mulut tuhh... :P

owh man.. i look big..ni sume kak yana punye psl la..
cover dia, qis pulak yg terbesar..
owh.. abg chik MIA.. demam...

almost 4got! dis is kak yana's pic bertudung! nasib cute! :P

okayh.. move on to the reception pulak.. d reception took place at Dewan Panorama, Butterworth, Penang. the reception was okayh.. comel la.. filled with my favourite colours..tp still x se best kak yana's wedding! hehe :) sorry abg long.. 

we just arrived at d Dewan.. all smiling.. cant wait for d bersanding part n MAKAN time!!! :)

d happy couple.. waiting outside while waiting for d kompang crew to memekak..
heee :P
ye ye je abg long sengih.. :P

d happy couple da bersanding... macam kawin main2 kn..?
dua2 pun muke cam budak2 je.. heee :P
neway, it was a beautiful wedding...

ayah ni.. smile la skit.. d groom n his father.. weeewitttt!!  XD

mama... always happy for all her children! love u ma!!!

cheers!! we are happily married!! -abg long & kak baizura-

kiteorg pun nak merase.. heee :)

d whole lot except for abg chik.. tibe2 ade high fever, so he stayed in d bus.. sian..

heee :) sempat senyum meyh... candid ucu x jd! :P

so thats about it.. wedding abg long n kak bai at Penang.. Congratulations 4 d happy couple! semoga berkekalan sampai ke anak cucu.. Heee :) cpt!!! qis nak anak buah.. kak yana lambat sgt la! hee ;p

last but not least, we went for last jln2 at penang.. mkn at hameedah nasi kandar n bought lots n lots of jeruk tp tertggl.. mama la ni.. pe la... ade la sikit terigt.. hahahaha XD

penang............ mari berjln2... :)

byk kan kiteorg melantak.. al maklum la.. sume kelaparan... abes tau sume nih :)

family yg kuat mkn.. abes la sayang... prepare ureself! hahaha XD

last photo of the journey... everyone look very tired n exhausted.. 

but we had lots of fun! :)

thats the last of it.. my journey to Penang with d family! very tiring but lots n LOTS of fun! love u guys... 

hope u enjoy reading it.. i had fun creating this entry.. hurm, lps ni nak pegi mane pulakk..? owh!! abg chik nye GF kat Kuantan!! yeay! KUANTAN here we come!!!! heeee :)

P/s: owh, credits to ucu for all the wonderful pics! TQ!

till my next post! take care everyone! 

XOXO

its been awhile :)

heyyyy...

im back.. sorry 4 d late entry.. neways, i need to post an entry as often as i can.. its one of my new term/semester resolutions.. haha :)  i'll try my best to make an entry as creative as it can or should i just belasah je..  mane2 pun boleh la.. tarahal.. janji ade.. hehehe ;) okayh la.. gtg.. got class 2moro, n i really need my beauty sleep.. nitey nite!!

i'll be back for more entries! weee :)

complicated..

everytg seems so empty 2 me now... life is complicated... im tired... should i just stop or move on..?

everytg seems 2 go against me not WITH me...

probably im not good enough or not ready..?? maybe.. maybe not..

c..

im not making any sense rite now...huhu

i even went 2 check on my new kittens n fill their little cute ears with my boring problems..

weird kn...? sian diaorg..

tp kn, at least one of my kittens dgr pergh.. n her name is BOO.. cute.. :)

hahaha..

okayh.. i should stop babbling now on how my life sumtims sucks n what not..hehe

i should be grateful 2 GOD.. in a sense im still alive n still going strong.. :)

neway..

2010 is approaching...

hurm..

i wonder how dramatic my life turn out 2 be next year..

hahaha..

cant wait! ahaha :D

-qistina yg teramatla weird n confused!

back again! ;)

woohuu!! im back people! sorry 4 d late update! :)

owhkayh... this month have been so hectic and kind of depressing, confusing pun ade jugak, happy, of course ade! haha.. :) first week had been fun but the others... okayh la.. not too bad.. luckily, i still have my beloved ones beside me.. tanx guys!! muahxx!! love u guys.. owh.. i just got a new haircut.. hurm okayh la.. but i think long hair suits me best cos everyone around me told me i kinda look like my sister! tidakkkkkk... tp kn.. da kate ade beradik.. so, nak buat camne.. 1 acuan kn..ahaha ;D

pendek kn my hair..? ahaha ;D n i look chubby too! ;)

huargh.. i miss my sayang SO much.. x pe x pe.. next year i nak NAK gak pergi birmingham!! hahaha :D mama n ayah seems okayh bout it.. hehehe.. ;) happy nye! cant wait!!
ohho! n my finals is just around the corner.. tidakkkk!! wish me luck ya! haha :) study pun tunggang terbalik lagi.. but insya'Allah, i hope i pass my finals with flying colours.. amin~ hee ;)

i think thats bout it.. bye2!
till next post!
XOXO

Loving Life!

hye hye!

i just started out my blog.. ye la.. seeing everyone has their own, i jadi a BIT jealous.. hahaha :D so, ive decided to have one too... heee ;)

hurm... about moi.. im loving my life rite now eventhough my sayang is far far far away from me... lol! hahaha.. the name is Muhammad Hilmi Ramlan.. sgt cute+handsome.. heee ;) for the past few months, ive been really really happy! i mean REALLY! hahaha ;D ye la.. da ade boyfriend after a year single.. fuhh.. lame seyh.. but the wait is worth it kayh.. he is really wonderful in everyway i see him.. he completes me... even though, we're really far apart doesn't mean that its impossible.. it is always possible when we believe in us n after all like u said sayang, theres something to look 4ward to bile blk!! hehehe.. tanx sayang! just for loving me for who i am! hahaha :) owh before i forgot, tanx kepada cik nyet2 a.k.a. mynn for introducing me to ure cousin.. love u too sissy!

LOVE U!!

a part from having a boyfriend, having close friends too made me happy! im such a lucky girl to have a circle of friends who loves me.. ye la.. misunderstanding sure ade.. tipu la if x de.. but then, thats what made us stronger cos at the end of the day, we still need each other and we love each other so much!!! heee ;)

mynn!!! tanx 4 everytg sis!!! luv ya!!

Nana, Aqy, Apple n Rose..

tanx guys 4 d birthday suprise! tqvm!!

LUV U GUYS!!!

hahaha... i also experienced degree life!! woh... sgt susah meyh... well, thats life.. we must work hard n work smart to reach our goals! biase la tuh... hehehe ;) assignments bertambah - tambah.. fuhhhh.... byk......... :( anyways, besides having new assignments, the lectrurers sume seems cool though.. x tau la kn, cos baru lg... hahaha :) well.... i just have to wait n see....

hurmmm.... i think thats it for now.. nnt byk2 sampai keje lain x terbwat.. hehehe..

till next post!!

bye........ ;)